Acceptance!

It is the beginning of a fresh and new year and I must say this was the best new year I have had so far. It was all so unexpected and unplanned. But that is what makes things more enjoyable too. So, no complaints. Now that I am in my senses and can differentiate between cats and dogs, I realise what helluva day it was. The best moments of the life turns out to be those time that you spend with your loved ones.

It is a strange feeling I am experiencing right now. I had so much at that particular time and now after hours I do not feel so good about it. I wonder why am so unstable? Is it my age which is to be blamed or my nature. I cannot stay happy for a long time, no matter how much hard I push I end up feeling sad. When I discuss about this with my family, they think I read too much of novels and this behavior is the effective outcome of it. But scanning through my childhood, when I was not well acquainted to books I had the same temperament.

So every time I am sad, I do things that makes me happy. But then at times I have been betrayed of even that. It just feels like I am paralyzed. I guess I should learn to live with this rather  than ranting. Yes, that I think is the only way out. Acceptance!